* Jeremiah 17:5-10 * Psalm 1 * 1 Corinthians 15:12-20 * Luke 6:17-26

Over the next couple of weeks, the season of Epiphany draws to a close. If there is a single central theme or image to Epiphany, it is ‘light’.

Epiphany begins with the light of the star leading the Wise Men to Bethlehem and many of our readings and collects in this season are threaded with the image of light.

Luke’s telling of the beatitudes, which we just heard, fits right in with this because the purpose of the beatitudes is to shed some new light on an old subject. But in order to truly understand what’s going on, we need to know what that old subject is. Without that, it is easy to misunderstand these powerful sayings.

For example, it is all too easy to imagine that the beatitudes are about us; that they are commands for how we should live, and what we should do. So, we might imagine that Jesus is telling us, or at least telling some of us, that we should ‘go out there and become poor’, or that we should ‘learn how to weep more’, or ‘become more persecuted’.

If this really is what Jesus is up to, then I think he is pretty much wasting his time. After all, advice like that, whether given by Jesus or by anybody else, usually does nothing more than make us feel frustrated and guilty. We might think that it might be sweet and humble to be a bit more ‘weepy for Jesus’; but it is pretty unlikely that most of us would set out to do it. Bedsides, does being poor, or weeping, or being persecuted really count if you do it on purpose in order to get blessed? That somehow doesn’t seem right.

The harder you try to make these odd sayings into ‘marching orders’, the less sense they make. Besides which, nowhere in the beatitudes is there a command or directive to us or to anybody. Nowhere does Jesus use the imperative, nowhere does he give any orders or requirements. The entire section is in the indicative. Jesus is simply describing reality, he is not telling the disciples, or us, or anybody else, to do anything.

And that’s because The Beatitudes are not really about us; they are not a set of instructions on how we should live, or what we should do.

But if they are not about us, what are they about? If they don’t shine any light on how we are supposed to behave, then what are they good for?

Some people think that their meaning has been for the world. That is, the beatitudes have been presented as ways to help people live well in the word; or at least as things to do that will make the world a better place.

It has been suggested that if we would only become spiritually poor or hungry, or persecuted, that this will bring out the best in others and that they will be the better because of it. So, sooner or later, people will realise how nice and valuable we are and give us what we want. Or, by and by the whole world will end up being a much better place for all involved; and everyone will somehow come out on top in the long run. So the beatitudes become a handy tool, a cosmic way to win friends, influence people, and clean up our communities.

The problem with this, of course, is that it is just plain silly. You can only believe that the world respects and responds kindly to the sort of behaviour found in the beatitudes if you know absolutely nothing about the world.

In reality, things just don’t work like that. If you turn the other cheek, you will probably end up with two sore cheeks. And being poor now, spiritually or especiall, physically, will probably ensure that you won’t get very far in the real world of business, politics, or industry. That’s just the way it is, and that’s the way it always has been, and Jesus was no fool. He knew that. In the Beatitudes Jesus was not trying to shine any light on how the world works.

If there is a point here about the world, it is really that, as far as the world is concerned, the beatitudes don’t make any sense at all. There is nothing rational about living the beatitudes with the hope that it will result in a more successful or prosperous life.

Yet still, the beatitudes shine light, but they really don’t shine any light about the way the world works. They are not about the world, just like they are not about telling us how to act.

The beatitudes are about God, they are about who God is, and who God blesses, and what the kingdom of God is like. They tell us what matters to God, they tell us who is especially important to God, and they tell us what God pays attention to.

Now, Jesus gives us this surprising information about God hoping, no doubt, that such knowledge may have a valuable effect on us. But that is up to us.

In the beatitudes, and the entire Sermon on the Mount, Jesus offers us his picture of God’s values and God’s priorities; and he offers them as an alternative to the vision of life we usually carry around with us.

We can only act on what we can see; and Jesus is giving us the chance to see further, and clearer, and deeper than ever before. The idea is that if we can see, really see, who God considers blessed, or happy, then we will at least know the road to blessedness, and perhaps be able to use that knowledge.

The beatitudes are a glimpse into the heart and mind of God. Again, they don’t tell us what our world is like. We already know that so well that we assume that anything of value will work really well in and with this world. Jesus is trying to shake us loose from that assumption, and give us a different vision of life, one that has its foundations, not in the world, but in the very nature of God.

Jesus tells us that the world’s insignificant players, the losers, are blessed by the Father, and he tells us this so we can know a little better who the Father is. He tells us this to give us a bit more light so we can see a little better.

Now, of course what we do with that is up to us. Remember, we are not getting a whole list of moral laws here. We are being offered a new vision of our world and our lives. The point is not that we must obey a rule that says ‘thou shalt be poor and persecuted’. The point is that, by this light, we can look at the mind of God and discover all sort of new possibilities.

So, we have some new light on God. And a question. The question is: if God is really like this; if God has the preferences and the priorities of the beatitudes, then what could that mean?

How could our lives be different, how could you be different?

That’s the issue, and that is the question Jesus leaves us with. It’s a good question, and worth considering in your life.

* Isaiah 6:1-8, (9-13) * Psalm 138 * 1 Corinthians 15:1-11 * Luke 5:1-11

This week our sermon begins with a ‘Fishy Quiz’

Can you guess these five fish from their descriptions:

1. This fish will make you laugh.
2. This fish will help if your piano doesn’t sound quite right.
3. This fish is perfect for people who re-enact 15^th century battles.
4. This fish is for you if you like to glide across frozen ponds in the winter.
5. This fish is the one that would help your parrot take a rest.

(If you are reading online, please see the end of this sermon for the answers)!

Today’s gospel is a story about fishing, but it is not about fish! It’s a story where Peter and others come to the lake wanting to catch fish, but actually, deep down, there is something else they really desire – a desire beyond their immediate desire.

I wouldn’t be a bit surprised if you might be thinking to yourself, “What in the world is Simon talking about?” That’s a good and legitimate question, but stay with me because I am asking that today we “put out into the deep water” where we can neither see nor touch the bottom, where we can’t know what might be down there or what might be coming to us from the deep. Peter and the others in our story surely had no idea what would happen when they let down their nets, and sometimes, neither do we!

On the surface it would be easy to hear today’s story as one in which Jesus fulfils the desires of Peter and the others; the desire to catch fish, the desire to be successful, the desire to make a living. But I’m not sure that that is all that is going on here. I think there is more to this than fish, success and making a living.

Here’s why I say that – what did they do with the fish, their success and the money they would have made at the market once they got back to shore? Well, we are told – they left everything and followed Jesus. They walked away. Those things were not the end of the story but the beginning of the story. Their initial desires took them to the lake, but it was a “desire beyond their immediate desire” that called them beyond the lake.

Most of us will know what that’s like because I think most of us will have experienced that too. I wonder if you have had times in your life when you said, “If only I could …” and then fill in the blank with whatever it is you thought would fulfil you; “go here, do this, get that, find the right woman or man, have a child or grandchild, get that job or promotion, buy a new house, be given a particular opportunity.” And then one day you went, you did, you got and maybe it turned out exactly like you wanted or not at all like you expected, but either way you were still left with a yearning – in time the feeling that there was something more returned and you felt a desire for something else calling you onwards.

That doesn’t mean those things we desired were bad or that we were wrong. It just means that even within those things there is a “desire beyond desire.”

Now you and I know that not every desire is fulfilled, we don’t always get what we expect and not every twist or turn in our lives leaves us feeling happy. That’s just not how life works. We’ve all experienced that side of life. We’ve seen relationships break down or we’ve experienced a sudden change in our financial security. We’ve had loved ones pass away well ‘before their time’ or we feel we’ve become lost and ignored.

We get it when Peter says, “Master, we have worked all night long but have caught nothing.” But it’s that “desire beyond desire” that keeps us going, that will not allow us to say, “This is it. It’s over. Let’s just wash the nets and go home.”

It was the “desire beyond desire” that let Peter answer Jesus, “Yet if you say so, I will let down the nets.” Jesus knew Peter had a deeper desire. Jesus did not magically fill Peter’s nets. He touched Peter’s deeper desire and if we open our hearts to him, that’s what he does for us. We all have that same deeper desire within us.

We want to connect with and be known by something beyond what we can acquire, what we can gain or accomplish for ourselves. We want meaning and fullness in our lives. We want our lives to matter and count for something. We want to feel alive. We want to be whole and complete. We want to experience and live in the good, the true and the beautiful – we want life in all its abundancy. Isn’t that how you want to live and what you want for yourself and those you love? That’s our “desire beyond desire.” And Jesus is the one calling us, guiding us and walking with us.

And what if those times and places in which we feel stuck, frustrated, empty, restless, disappointed, as if we’ve missed the boat, are the deep waters into which we are asked to let down our nets? Jesus did not let Peter and the others run away from their exhaustion, their disappointment and their empty nets. He sent them back to the deep water to let down their nets and they “were amazed at the catch of fish,” “so many fish that their nets were beginning to break”.

Are you exhausted and frustrated with your life?

Do you feel unfulfilled and restless?

Do you feel stuck and like you’ve missed the boat?

Maybe this is the moment when you are being asked to let down your nets.

Instead of washing them up and going home, open your eyes, your ears and your heart to the deep waters of life. Be attentive to what lies below the surface. Make yourself open and available to the “desire beyond desire.” It is always unfolding before us and it is never just one thing. It comes to us in a thousand different ways. It changes throughout the seasons and circumstances of our lives.

That “desire beyond desire” is why we still cast our nets even after a night of having caught nothing. It’s why we struggle to do the right thing and to live with integrity. It’s why we forgive and make amends. It’s why we speak for justice and the dignity of every human being. It’s why we open our hearts and risk loving. It’s why we get up each morning and “put out into the deep water.”

Every day something new is coming to us. And so each of us had better be ready – that’s not a threat, that’s about the promise of new life, the gift contained in our “desire beyond desire.” Don’t miss it. Stay awake and alert, in expectation and hope. Put out into deep water and let down your nets!

May God bless you and all those you hold dear in this coming week.

Amen

Fr Simon

Quiz

1. Clown Fish
2. Tuna
3. Pike
4. Skate
5. Perch

Malachai 3.1-4;            Psalm 84;         Hebrews 2.14-18;       Luke 2.22-40

The thing about growing older is that it slowly creeps up on you, and it’s only when you find yourself doing some strange things that you realise it’s happening.

For instance, you know you’re getting older when it takes you twenty minutes to find your car in the supermarket car park.

You know you’re getting older when it takes at least two tries to get up from the sofa.

You know you’re getting older when your idea of a night out is sitting just outside the back door looking up at the stars – when ‘happy hour’ is a nap – when you get two invitations to go out on the same night, and you pick the one that gets you home the earliest.

You know you’re growing older when you look for your glasses for half an hour, and then find that they were on your head all the time – when you and your teeth no longer sleep together.

You know you’re growing older when your memory is shorter and your complaining is longer.

Growing old is something that is coming to all of us. But I wonder just how old can one be?

Modern records give us the names of the five people who’ve lived longest:

Violet Brown of Jamaica lived for 117 years and 189 days.

Marie-Louise Meilleur (Canada) – 117 years and 230 days.

Nabi Tajima from Japan lived for just 30 days longer – 117 years and 260 days.

The USA gave us the second longest lived – Sarah Knauss who’s life spanned 119 years and 97 days.

And the person who had the longest life on record was from France – Jeanne Calment – she lived 122 years and 164 days.

If you look these people up, you’ll read about their long and fulfilling lives – and gentlemen, you’ll also realise that they were all women!

In our gospel today we meet an old man – Simeon – as he fulfils his destiny after decades of waiting in the temple.

Simeon took [the child Jesus] in his arms and praised God, saying, ‘Lord, now you are dismissing your servant in peace, according to your word; for my eyes have seen your salvation’ (Luke 2:28-30).

These words stand at the centre of our gospel reading. They are beautiful words by which Simeon tells the story of his life and by doing so, prompts us to think about our stories – our lives.

After all, what good is it to us if we read about how Simeon receives the child Jesus into his arms, but we do not do the same?

What good is it to us if Simeon’s eyes see salvation and our eyes do not?

What good is it to us if Simeon is free to go in peace if we are not?

It’s simply not enough to come here this morning to hear about Simeon receiving the child, Simeon’s eyes seeing salvation, and Simeon being set free to go in peace. If simply listening is all we do, then we have bound this story – the good news that we have to proclaim – to a time long ago and a place far away, and it doesn’t have much to do with our lives. We must let the truth of this story transcend its history.

While there is a historical truth to this story, there is also a cosmic truth, a truth that is not limited by time and place. This story is an archetypal experience that is happening in all times and all places for all people. The truth of this story is happening here and now for you and me. It is as much our story as it is Simeon’s.

If we want to understand and claim this story as our own and not just Simeon’s, then strangely enough we need to know a bit more about Simeon. So, I want to tell you what our sacred tradition says about Simeon. Tradition says Simeon was one of the seventy translators of the Hebrew scriptures into Greek, what we call the Septuagint – meaning translated by the seventy.

That translation is supposed to have begun around the third century before Christ and was completed in the year 132 before Christ. Those of you who are good at maths will realise that that means that by the time he met the infant Jesus, Simeon was a really, really old man – much older than any of the women we heard about from modern records. One strand of the tradition says Simeon was 270 years old when Jesus was presented in the temple. Another strand of the tradition says Simeon died at the age of 360.

But I don’t want us to get too hung up on and distracted by Simeon’s age; whether he really was that old, and how someone could live to that age – is not the point. I think better questions for us to ponder are, What does it mean for us that Simeon was that old? What is the tradition trying to tell us? Well, you have to know another part of the story.

Holy tradition says that, when translating the Hebrew scriptures, Simeon came to that verse in Isaiah chapter 7 that says, “Behold, a virgin shall conceive and bear a son”. This made no sense to Simeon and he was going to substitute the phrase “a young woman” in place of “a virgin,” when an angel stopped him and declared the verse to be true, and promised that before he died Simeon would see the child of this virgin.

Think about what this means. Simeon has been promised that he will see the Messiah, the Christ, the one whose name means salvation, and that promise was made nearly two hundred years before it was fulfilled. Simeon must have lived those days, those years, decades and centuries with hope, trust, expectation, and anticipation. Every day for weeks, months, years, decades, centuries – Simeon is left waiting and wondering. “Is this the day? Is this the day I will see salvation or is this the day I will give up hope? Is this the day I will experience the fulfilment of the promise or is this the day I despair of it ever being fulfilled?”

Simeon’s life was one of expectation, anticipation, and waiting. And who among us has not had their life characterised by expectation, anticipation, and waiting? We’ve all stood in that place waiting for and needing something to happen, living in expectation and hope, anticipating the future, and wondering if today was the day.

We all know what it’s like to wait – waiting for life to change, for grief to go away, for a prayer to be answered, for joy to return, for forgiveness and reconciliation, for clarity about a decision, for meaning and purpose, for healing and new life. We wait and hope for all sorts of things.

We have all sorts of hopes and expectations for what God is doing in our lives and in our world. I think that each time we come here to church we must do so with some sense of hope, some need, some expectation. We come here to this place trusting and anticipating the promise that God is present and working in our lives, even if we can’t see or clearly understand how that might be. So, we show up and we wait for the miracle.

That’s what Simeon did.

So, what’s the miracle for Simeon? What’s the miracle for us? I don’t think it is that Simeon lived to such a great age. And it’s not that Simeon held the baby Jesus. And it’s not that Simeon’s eyes saw salvation or that Simeon had been set free to go in peace. Those things are happening all the time.

Here’s what I think the miracle is. Simeon continued to show up. He continued to be vigilant and attentive. He continued to trust the promise. He continued to wait with hope and expectation. He never despaired. He never walked away from the promise. The miracle for Simeon and for us is in the showing up.

Sometimes showing up is the most difficult work we do, and it takes all we have just to show up. But it’s always the question before us. Will we continue to show up? Will we be awake and vigilant? Will we live with hope and trust? Showing up is the means through which God fulfils the promise to us and to Simeon.

Simeon thought he was waiting for the child to show up, but what if it was really Jesus waiting for Simeon to show up? Simeon thought he was presenting the child to God, but what if it was really the child presenting the old man to God? Every day that Simeon showed up, the infant Jesus was seeing and upholding Simeon.

And what Simeon experienced can be ours too if we simply show up. And by that I don’t just mean showing up to church each Sunday – thought that is important. I also mean acknowledging God’s sovereignty over our everyday lives, allowing him to speak into the situations we find difficult and inviting him into the joy and celebrations we experience. The presentation of Jesus doesn’t happen in the Jerusalem temple, but in the temple of our lives, every moment of every day, day after day, month after month, year after year, decade after decade. It happens in the midst of waiting. It happens every time we show up, face up, to the reality of our lives.

So, my friends do show up, do invite him in – and claim what is already yours – open your eyes to see His salvation.

Amen

* Nehemiah 8:1-3, 5-6, 8-10 * Psalm 19 * 1 Corinthians 12:12-31a * Luke 4:14-21

Our scripture passage for this third Sunday after Epiphany comes from the gospel of Luke and the evangelist places the story immediately after Christ’s baptism – right at the beginning of Jesus’ ministry.

Now Jesus has already been teaching and performing miracles in other towns nearby and his reputation has spread as he returns to his home town of Nazareth.

Our gospel starts out as one of those “local boy makes good” kind of stories. You know what I mean –

Promising young man heads off to university and comes back a multi-millionaire because he invented something, or, that quiet girl with the dimples and long hair who played second violin in your school string quartet becomes conductor of the London Symphony Orchestra – it sounds like it’s going to be that sort of thing.

Imagine it, the neighbours and relatives who knew Jesus as a boy are eager to see him now – a grown man who has achieved fame for doing remarkable things, especially in nearby Capernaum. So, on the Sabbath, everyone flocks to the synagogue to hear this young preacher and to see if maybe he might perform one of those healing miracles that they’ve been hearing about.

You can just see Jesus approaching the synagogue and the minute he enters the door the senior rabbi asks if he would be willing to read from a book of the Prophets and perhaps share some insight into those words with the people.

Of course, he says. And they bring him a large scroll, which he carefully places on the reading desk. As he starts to unroll the scroll, all eyes are on him. Mary is trying hard not to show any emotion, but this is her boy up there in front of everyone, she must have felt so proud. It’s a long scroll and it takes a while for Jesus to find the passage he has in mind – one near the very end.

And here it is.

“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favour.”

They all sit transfixed, waiting for his words of insight. His neighbours, childhood friends, his aunts, uncles and cousins, the respectable religious leaders, even his own mother – waiting to hear what he has to say.

And Jesus rolls up the scroll and gives it back to the attendant and sits down.

And then he says to them,

“Today this scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.”

Can you imagine it? Can you imagine if that happened here and now?

Now we are in the middle of the season after Epiphany when we celebrate how God has been revealed to us in the person of Jesus Christ who came in human form and lived among us, the one we call Emmanuel.

Luke (the author of today’s gospel) liked to talk about the Holy Spirit. In fact, Luke referred to the third person of the Trinity more than all the other evangelists combined. And if we were to take the whole of chapter 4 of Luke’s gospel we see Jesus

• being filled with the Holy Spirit at his baptism,
• led by the Spirit into the wilderness,
• returning to Galilee in the power of the Spirit,
• and proclaiming the fulfillment of Isaiah’s prophecy that “the Spirit of the Lord” was upon him.

Clearly, the evidence of the Holy Spirit’s work in the life of Jesus was something Luke wanted to be sure his readers would notice.

And so why didn’t the good people of Nazareth, Jesus’ own family and neighbours, see it?

They were obviously looking for some evidence of God’s Spirit. They’d heard the rumours from other towns in the area, especially from Capernaum and the area around the Sea of Galilee. This Jesus they thought they knew so well had already gained quite a reputation as a teacher, so it isn’t surprising that they give him the scroll to read when he enters the local synagogue.

It was common practice for the teacher of the day to stand while reading the Scripture, then sit down to teach from it and no one seems surprised when Jesus does this. In fact, they all seem to be eagerly listening to what Jesus might have to say about this ancient prophecy.

A prophecy where Isaiah had started proclaiming the word of the Lord to a people returning from exile and hope was beginning to rise amongst the nation of Israel. Isaiah preached comfort to God’s people and they responded with eagerness to that message. When Jesus chooses this particular passage to read to the people of Nazareth, it was a reminder to all of them that they too should live in  hope. Remember, they were living under Roman oppression, just as their ancestors had lived under oppression from the Babylonians and the Assyrians. The people were ready for some good news.

These words have meaning for us now, just as they did for those exiles returning to Jerusalem and for the people of Nazareth who heard Jesus say, “Today, this scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.” And just as Christ offers us hope with these words, he also calls us to be the ones who bring good news to the oppressed, who bind up the broken-hearted, who proclaim liberty and release and who announce the Lord’s favour and grace to be freely available to all. Not just in the future, but now! Today!

Good news for some can mean bad news for others, especially in our current culture where the gap between those who have much and those who have little continues to grow. When it comes down to it, all the rhetoric we hear from politicians, all the arguments we see on social media amount to nothing more than questions of justice. And justice almost always has to do with who has how much of what – whether it’s wealth, property, power or acceptance.

The really challenging part for most of us, is realising that we actually participate in much of the oppression happening around the world today – through the things we buy, the privileges we enjoy and the way we can ignore suffering – whether we like it or not, most of us are complicit in oppressing others – and our society has become so structured that it makes it really hard not to become complicit.

But today Luke shows us how we might face this dilemma. Luke tells us in verse 20 that the people of Nazareth were listening intently as Jesus sat down to teach. “The eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on him,”

Imagine what it might be like to fix our eyes on Jesus! Because when we focus our attention completely on Him, we can also see our place in the world more clearly. Instead of letting our gaze settle on those things that irritate us, anger us or cause us pain, we would see only Jesus and the disagreements that divide us would lose their importance.

We would see the ways our lives impact others with greater clarity. When our eyes are fixed on Jesus, we can recognise the part we sometimes play in the systems and structures that send out the false message that some people have more value than others, that some people deserve more than others – and we can start to do something to change those systems and structures.

We can demonstrate in real and powerful ways that every human being has value and worth to God.

When our eyes are fixed on Jesus, good news really is good news. We engage with Christ in the work of making what’s wrong with the world right. Issues of mercy and justice are no longer just issues we talk about – mercy and justice become real in the person of Jesus Christ working through us.

This is the season after Epiphany, when Christ is revealed as God among us. As we recognise the Saviour’s presence, and fix our eyes and hearts on Him, may we point others toward Jesus and say to them, “Let me show you God’s Son. Let me show you the one who sets the captives free, who brings sight to the blind and frees those living under oppression.” Today the scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.

Readings * Isaiah 62:1-5 * Psalm 36:5-10 * 1 Corinthians 12:1-11 * John 2:1-11

The story of the wedding at Cana has been read in the Epiphany season for a very long time. That’s because the theme of Epiphany is the manifestation, the showing off to the world, of Jesus – of who he is and of what he is about. The business of changing water into wine was the first of Jesus’ miracles, the first time he gave a real sign to his disciples of what was going on with him and that’s what I’d like us to think about during our sermon today.

Now, when it comes to theology, this reading contains an embarrassment of riches. In John’s Gospel, one of the things Jesus does is replace the Jewish feasts with the reality of his presence. Here, the Jewish rites of purification are somehow superceded, and superceded in abundance, by who Jesus is and by what he does. There is also a real connection between this scene and the material in Isaiah that likens the return of the Messiah to a wedding, and the joy of God’s people to the joy of a bride and bridegroom. And there is much, much more too!

But of course, the wedding at Cana is also a story, and it’s a great one. Mary starts out as the real hero, telling Jesus to do something for these people who are in really serious trouble. (By the way, an ancient legend says that Mary was the aunt of the bride and might have been the person responsible for the wedding – that would certainly explain her interest.)

Anyway, Jesus says to Mary that all of this is none of his business and that he has other plans about revealing himself. His time has not come. Mary pretty much ignores that and assumes that Jesus is going to be a good Jewish boy and listen to his mother – and, of course, he does.

Now, the scholars who are experts on what society was like in those days make it really clear that running out of wine at a wedding was not just a minor social inconvenience. It was not like, “Well, the wine’s gone, so we have to start drinking beer.” This was a major breach of the demands of hospitality; it was a disgrace and it would be devastating for the couple. Everywhere they went, for the rest of their married life, they would be known, ridiculed, and talked about. The strain on their life together would be enormous. Just imagine – “oh there’s Mr and Mrs so-and-so, Oh Yes, they were the ones who ran out of wine at their wedding!”

So, knowing something really important in the lives of the people who were there, is going on, Jesus has to decide what to do. He has to decide whether to change his timetable – whether to wait before making himself known, as he had planned, or to act right then, at that moment, for that particular need. And of course, Jesus acts, the wedding was saved, and the bride and groom were given a chance.

Now, this story is not actually about the bride and groom, it is about Jesus. It is about all that theology I mentioned a minute ago. But it is very important to realise that the first time Jesus made himself known, even to his disciples, he did so – not according to his own plans, but in response to real and important human need.

Just think about it for a minute. Jesus’ first manifestation of his glory, the first of his signs, was not for or about Jesus. He didn’t throw a great big “Jesus of Nazareth Epiphany and First Miracle” party, invite everyone in the village, and then haul off and do a miracle. Instead, the signs of his calling and of his identity were drawn out of him, not by his own plans and schedule, but by the needs of those around him. What it means and what it looks like for Jesus to be the son of God is given expression in his response to the realities of human life and human need.

Jesus’ identity, the Father’s gift to him of who Jesus was, this was not something that Jesus understood or held to for his own sake, for his own satisfaction, or his own fulfillment. Jesus revealed himself for the sake of others. Who he was and what he had was not for him. It was always and only for others, from the very beginning.

Keep that in mind and let’s turn for a minute to the epistle from 1 Corinthians. That section from Paul is about some of the interesting and peculiar things that were going on in the church in Corinth in the first century. There was some pretty weird stuff, and some pretty selfish stuff, and some pretty bad stuff too! In the middle of it, as is so often true when religion goes bad, there was a strong sense of “who is best,” and a strong sense of mine. They were having a whole load of different spiritual experiences and encounters with God – which is probably fine – but they were getting possessive and competitive about all of that. They were saying things like, “this gift is mine, this way of doing things is mine, this spirituality is mine, this special something is mine.”

What Paul says to them is what Jesus discovered when the wine ran out. What Paul says to them is, “what you have is not for you. What you have is for others.” To each is given the manifestation of the spirit for the common good. This is a fundamental religious truth about the nature and purpose of God. Then and now. What you have is not for you. What you have is not even about you, not really.

The people in Corinth could never get their religion right, indeed their lives right, until they realised that what they had was not for them or about them. It was given to them so they could use it to give, and to build, and to help, and to create.

What Jesus had, who he was by gift of the Father, what it was that made him special, and unique, this was not given for his own sake. It was given so Jesus would have a choice, so that he could choose to give all of himself for others.

What we have is not for us. Not really. All that we have, whatever sort of thing it might be, all that we have is gift. It is given to us so that we might be givers, so that we might build up, so that we might help, so that we might be a part of something greater, so that we might serve our neighbours and build up the larger body. In one way or another, that is the purpose of our lives, and everything in them.

This is good news. It is good news that we do not live for ourselves alone, that what we have is not for us.

We are not created to live closed in upon ourselves, protective, possessive and defensive. We are not at our best when we try to live that way – and we do not have to live that way. When we live beyond ourselves, for others and for the larger whole, then something wonderful can happen, something greater can be created, and there is more of us than there could ever be otherwise.

At the wedding in Cana of Galilee, Jesus chose to abandon his plans and his schedule, and to reach out. In doing that, he shows us what human life can be like.

And remember, when he did that, there was plenty of wine for everyone at that wedding.

Amen!

When preparing for the sermon this week, I came across a story about a young girl called Georgie who was at home with her mother.

Georgie had been a terror all day long and with each incident of bad behaviour her mother warned her, “You just wait until your father gets home!”

Eventually evening came and Georgie’s dad got home from work.

Her mother began telling him about their daughter’s behaviour. The dad looked at his daughter and before he could say anything the girl cried out, “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!”

Wow! If only it was that easy, that clear, that simple. If only we could say to the sorrows and losses in our lives, “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!”

Wouldn’t it be so wonderful to just be able to say to the struggles and difficulties we face, “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!”

If only we could say it to the changes and chances in life, “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!” But of course, that is not how baptism seems to work.

Despite our baptisms most of us have suffered sorrows and losses in our lives, we’ve encountered difficulties and struggles, we’ve had to face changes and chances in life that we would rather have avoided.

And despite her baptism, little Georgie in the story was still sent to the naughty step by her father!

And yet she speaks a deep truth. She is absolutely right; she is untouchable. At some level she knows that her existence, her identity and value are not limited to time and space; to the things she has done or left undone.

She knows herself to be more than her biological existence. She knows herself as beloved. She knows the gift of baptism.

Baptism does not eliminate our difficulties, fix our problems, take away our pain or change the circumstances of our lives.

Instead it changes us and offers a way through those difficulties, sorrows, problems and circumstances – and ultimately a way through death.

Baptism transcends our biological existence and offers us a vision of life as it might be. Baptism offers us a new way of being – one that is neither limited by, nor suffers from, our “createdness.”

Through baptism we no longer live according to the biological laws of nature but by relationship with God, who through the Prophet Isaiah says, “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine” (Isaiah 43:1).

That means when we pass through the waters of sorrow and difficulty God is with us. That the rivers that can drown will not overwhelm us. It means that when we walk through the fire of loss and ruination we are not wholly consumed by the flames. For he is the Lord our God, the Holy one of Israel, our Saviour.

To know this, to trust this, to experience this is the gift of baptism and baptism always takes place at the border of life as it is and life as it might be.

That border is the river Jordan.

Geographically, symbolically and theologically the Jordan River is the border on which baptism happens.

It is the border between the wilderness and the promised land; the border between life as survival and a life that is thriving; the border between sin and forgiveness; the border between the tomb and the womb; the border between death and life.

We all stand on that border at multiple points in our lives. Some of us might be standing there right now. Some of us experience that border as a place of loss, fear or pain. For others it is a place of joy, hope and healing. In reality, it is both of these things at the same time.

The only reason we can stand at the border of baptism is because Jesus stood there first. We stand on the very same border at which his baptism took place.

Jesus’ baptism is for our sake and salvation. His baptism makes ours possible. The water of baptism does not sanctify Jesus. Instead he sanctifies the water for our baptism. The water that once drowned is now sanctified water that gives life.

Ritually we are baptised only once. Yet throughout our life we return to the waters of baptism. Daily we must return to the baptismal waters through living our baptismal vows.

We must confess our belief in God – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit –  because God first believed in us.

We must continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread and in the prayers because the Holy Spirit has descended upon us and has filled us.

We must persevere in resisting evil and whenever we fall into sin, we repent and return to the Lord because the heavens have been opened to us and we have seen our true home.

We must proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ because we have heard the voice from heaven declare us beloved children in whom he is well pleased.

We must seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving our neighbour as ourselves; striving for justice, peace, and dignity for every human being because that is how God has treated us and how could we do any less for another one of his children.

Sometimes our own body provides the waters of baptism – our tears.

St. Ephrem the Syrian spoke of our eyes as two baptismal fonts. Tears are the body’s own baptismal waters that cleanse, heal and renew life.

At other times the circumstances of life – things done and left undone by us and others – the ups and downs of living – push us back to the waters of baptism. We return in order to again be immersed into the open heavens, to be bathed by God’s breath, the Holy Spirit, and to let the name “beloved” wash over us.

There is truth in what little Georgie said, “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!” My dear friends believe that! In and amongst life’s adversities say it and claim it for yourself! “You can’t touch me. I’ve been baptised!”